Glutton for punishment. I’d told a guy into BDSM that I was a glutton for punishment!

Rule number one, I expect honest answers.

He’s out of my league. Hazel eyes, staggering smile, sculpted, confident posture. Guys like him make my palms sweaty and my brain go numb. So, why is it when he sits near me I suddenly find this calm confidence? It goes against everything I’ve ever known and threatens to leave me defenseless.

Our one-night encounter was supposed to be just that, but I can’t shake him… and with every chance meeting, I’m beginning to wonder how much I want to.

To a varying extent, all books in this series contain explicit, kinky sexual situations, and foul language. For more information on potentially sensitive topics, see the list below.

This book contains scenes that may depict, mention, or discuss: anxiety, child abuse, drugs, self-harm.

“What a lovely beginning.
Are you new to this Genre? Then this is the book for you . A touch of 50 shades with alot more emotions and care. The characters are deep the story even simplified is complex. And you definitely need the next book.”

Davina, Goodreads Review

“I really love the way the couple grew and accepted each other even with their past and shortcomings. They complemented each other perfectly.”


“Do yourself a favor: Get. This. Book.
It is worth every penny.
This story is really well written, has characters that are created with tantalizing depth and a captivating story line.
It grabs you right from the start keeping you engrossed and turning page after page throughout the whole book!”

Ashleigh, Goodreads Review

Fantasy Cast

If you’re interested in how I see my characters, here are some of my fantasy cast selections. They aren’t spot-on in their appearance but close to how I visualize them.

Teresa Palmer as Lena Kline

Nyle Dimarco as Eric Finley

Henry Cavill as Cade Mathers

Sam Reid as Ollie Eisman

Christian Convery as Charlie Grove

I’ll be adding more as I find close candidates for characters.


She Will Be Loved – Radio Mix by Maroon 5
Set Fire to the Rain by Adele
It Is What It Is by Lifehouse
How to Save a Life by The Fray
No One Else Like You by Adam Levine
Overjoyed by Matchbox Twenty
Hold Me by Savage Garden
Never Gonna Leave This Bed by Maroon 5
Superheroes by The Script
Collide by Howie Day
Hanging By A Moment by Lifehouse
Superman (It’s Not Easy) by Five For Fighting
Wherever You Will Go by The Calling
The Reason by Hoobastank
Lips Of An Angel by Hinder
Your Body Is a Wonderland by John Mayer
Scars by Papa Roach
Addicted by Saving Abel
Drive by Incubus

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